June 24, 2016

rip romeo.

My heart is hurting so much. This is extremely hard for me. It saddens me to say that Romeo passed away on May 5th, 2016. He was attacked by a loose 150lb Rottweiler (which the owner did not have on the leash and left the scene of the crime with her dog!). The doctors couldn’t save him, however he passed peacefully. I was able to hug and kiss him before he died. I’m going to miss him so much. You really don’t know how much joy and happiness he’s brought to our lives ever since I got him at 8 weeks old. His birthday was Jan 1st. He died at 4 years & 5 months old. We ask at this time to please pray for me and my family as we’re having a hard time coping with this. Especially me. I will still post his pictures on his instagram, because I have over 1000 in my phone. I don’t know what else to say. RIP my Romey. I love you.
June 24, 2016

i am thankful.

I can’t believe it took me so long to realize this, but now I know for a fact God will always provide for me. I’ve always had faith in Him and pray whenever I remembered to. Or when I needed help with something ridiculous like “I want this man to love me” or “I need more money” I should’ve been simply praying for Him and ONLY Him.   Money, friends & family comes and goes. However, my God will never leave my side.   Thank you Lord for seeing me through all of this throughout my life, when I didn’t know or appreciate you being there. I apologize. Even now, whilst I am still going through a crisis “alone”, I’m really not alone.   I love you Lord and I am very thankful for you!
April 28, 2016

ownership.

Too many people have allowed themselves to remain in situations that are unproductive. As you mature, you outgrow interests, hobbies, habits and even people. The process of elimination works the best. Especially when you’ve exhausted all attempts to make it right. The more you stay in a negative situation, the more you need to start blaming yourself. All of this blame we place on everyone else for the things we’re unable to do for ourselves are becoming a bit tedious. Let’s start taking responsibility for our actions, so we can efficiently change the outcome of our “situations”. There will be rough times, difficult situations, things to fall into & out of, major obstacles and forks in the road all through your mission. My mission is to allow people to feel how I am feeling by providing my story, followed up with my personal suggestive solution. The power I have to make people open their eyes and see what they couldn’t see before makes me happy on levels beyond my normal reach. I do it because I believe I can do it. I’m not ashamed to tell my stories about my past experiences, shortcomings & failed relationships. Flaws and all, I am honest about who I am. Are you?