December 30, 2017

Dear 2017…

Dear 2017, Hi. This is hard for me to say this, but time is running out. I know we’ve been together since January 1st, but I need to breakup with you. It’s not you, it’s me. I’m walking into 2018 with a clear heart and mind. If you owe me, don’t worry about it – you’re welcome. If you wronged me, it’s all good – lesson learned. If you’re angry with me, you’ve won, congratulations! If we aren’t speaking, its cool..I wish you well. If you feel I wronged you, I apologize. If you’re waiting on me to fail, don’t hold your breath…you have a long wait! I’ve already overcome more than you can imagine (some of you know what I am referring to). Life is too short for all the pent up anger, holding grudges and extra pain. My inner peace is the most important thing to me now. As I am getting closer to that victory, I’m also working on bettering myself. Please don’t take my isolation personally. It’s the only way I can let go and let God to do His work. I’ve lost focus & I need to regain it. You all should do the same. Focus on making your life better for you & your family and watch how doors open. ✨ Here’s to 2018! Full of Love, Health & Happiness! Love, Chanel 💋
June 24, 2016

i am thankful.

I can’t believe it took me so long to realize this, but now I know for a fact God will always provide for me. I’ve always had faith in Him and pray whenever I remembered to. Or when I needed help with something ridiculous like “I want this man to love me” or “I need more money” I should’ve been simply praying for Him and ONLY Him.   Money, friends & family comes and goes. However, my God will never leave my side.   Thank you Lord for seeing me through all of this throughout my life, when I didn’t know or appreciate you being there. I apologize. Even now, whilst I am still going through a crisis “alone”, I’m really not alone.   I love you Lord and I am very thankful for you!